i feel blocked in a way

and i don't really know why.
when i get sent out to take pictures of the exact same thing i did the day before
i get a tad annoyed. for some of the spreads we don't exactly know what type of pictures they want so we're kinnda just going along.

i thank the lord every day for my camera.
the school's camera SUCKS.
i haven't thanked my parents enough for mine.
it's my baby:]

junior year has been ridiculously busy so far.
from all 20 clubs i'm in, plus being junior class vp, homework, jcrew, and yearbook i'm already feeling a bit stressed.
but i wouldn't trade it for the world.
i may complain occasionally, but i don't understand how some kids can just not have anything to do.
my classes are okay right now. math should be interesting, i love the teacher, but she isn't the best at teaching. of course APUSH is killing me. but thats because of coleman. yearbook is fun, but i hate writing captions, and orchestra is not really my favorite. the music is so easy and some of the freshman are just annoying. but thats what i get for choosing yearbook over orchestra.
so i'm basically just writing about nothing right now. haha.
friendships are okay. some people seem to be drifting away but thats because we're all so busy. we're ready to snap at each other over almost nothing. distance doesn't really make the heart grow fonder.
boys. well. i thought that i found a guy i liked but that took a 360. so i'm back to me, myself, and i. which isn't necessarily a bad thing, it would just be kinnda nice. idk.
so i got in a wreck last week. well, a week ago from today.
i'm fine, the other car was fine. i just wasn't paying good enough attention and i was in a big hurry. it seriously scared me to death. no joke. i don't really like turning left anymore. at all. some peoples reaction to said wreck aggravated me. thankfully i didn't get a ticket or anything. the car is fixable and my parents were okay with it. it seriously did scare me to death though.
then dad had an accident the day before that. which was interesting. plus he bought a motorcycle. which i haven't rode yet. it makes me really nervous. and my wreck adds to that nervousness, i don't exactly know why. but i'm not in any hurry to ride it.

excuse all of the misspellings and such. i'm sure you can tell i'm not the best at grammer. it's cool though, that's why i'm a picture person:]

so a month or two ago

i did a shoot with some amazing boys.
i know, it's taken forever for me to post again. i'm a horrible person.
anyways, here are some of the photos.
they were really fun and i love them to death!
i took them to the bethany fire department and they loved the truck.

(this was totally on accident, but i LOVE this photo!)

louisiana trip

very exciting. we spent lots of time with family and ate had as always, had fun. i always love being there. here are some photos i took.


this was actually before the trip. maddy always sits in the car while my dad packs up our suitcases, so i took some pics of her.


























there is a story behind this feeling. my grandparents own a lot of land and my cousins, aunt and i decided to build a fort in a cluster of trees at the back of their property. we had windows, a bench, and this sign. it didn't last for too terribly long. one visit my uncles and dad were trying to burn the pasture and it jumped the line and got into the forest. every firetruck in the area came. it wasn't THAT bad. anyways papa grabbed our scraps of a fort and we haven't rebuilt it for some reason.

Yikkes.

I have a shoot today. I'm excited, but really nervous. I know i'll get some good photos. But still.
It rained last night and i'm really hoping it dries, because i don't want to shoot with it wet outside. Considering i do most, if not all, of my photos outside.

to my dearest brother,

i love you so very much. you mean so much to me, and i never say that. i enjoy every moment with you and would never trade you for the world. you are crazy but i'm crazy along with you. and so, here we go.

this is a real treat because he NEVER takes pictures with me. never.
this was on the train back home. it was dark, so the pictures are dark as well.









































see life.

the world comes to life...

and everythings alright
from beginning to end
when you have a friend
by your side
that helps you to find
the beauty of all
when you'll open your heart and
believe in
the gift of a friend
-Demi Lovato




there once was a girl, and she was a flower. she had a best friend that was a hippie. they both loved each other ever so much, and had no clue what they would do without each other. the hippie loved her flower very much, even through the boys, tears, and fights. she is a beautiful, smart and amazing person, er flower. they have never ending inside jokes, can finish each others sentences, and will be together for life. the hippie missed her flower ever so much. there is so much more the hippie could say but then this would take forever and is sure you're already bored. the end.





see life.

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